Rixsta-Poems


Essence Of You
...

Today I Felt ..You an unknown presence
with you bringing the essence of flowers
while I was sat in this darkened room
a unknown smell did enter my senses.

Without any Resistance the grace moved Me
to open the curtains and let in the light!
Looking out I knew you ...Were oh so far away
yet your presence I felt so close

you seemed such a delicate soul
just like the music that you had sent me
music that was now dancing with my ears
still I sensed that nothing would break you!

Your heart a treasure
Buried Deep where no man could see
but perhaps indeed I did have the key
and all I would have to do was ... be me

Now I knew of this sweet smell
with the sight of lush flowing grass all around
and the sunlight shining all in your hair
I did glow too and gently part it there

you I can't ignore but truly adore
Perhaps your an imagination in the mind of me
but now I bring myself close to you
your spirit here moving all around me

and I cannot help but Kiss

© Rixsta

Father
...

Today we said goodbye
inside I knew my heart took me someplace else far away
but in this moment of leaving I saw deep into your soul
us knowing we might not see each other for a long time
but a glance into your eye's told me all is well
the smile on your face told me you care
and that is good enough

Not often in my life had you pulled me close
but this time we cuddled then said goodbye
of you I shall have only fond and good memories
and I know sometimes the things I do will remind me of you!!
and if those things are good then I shall not stop them.

I love you Father

© Rixsta

Washed away
...

as I poured water over my head
tears I shed
so beautiful how I felt
my pain washing away
and as this last tear fell
I stood relieved, inspired
ready to face a new day


© Rixsta


Letter to the universe
...

oh life in the many way's you touch me
like all the sounds one musician could ever play!
more colours than I can ever imagine!
am I really to understand your beauty ?
I know you listen as I speak to you... mother
I love you! and I will not fear
If to give love is the key
there is always reason to live!
and there will be no fear

ill allow my own pain, ill let it be
and ill allow every bit of goodness left in me shine!
why not!!!!

You are so forgiving so accepting
you flow along with such grace
You've Shone your light on me countless times
and the times I fall, picked me back up with your beauty
your language being silence but sounds I hear! all around!

with this path I tread leading me to you
each moment teaching and reminding me of our oneness
the feelings I have felt in this life
some so amazing it seems like a miracle!

please when I die...

take my pain and feed it to the ones who can turn it into good
then take my love and give it to all that need it.

I do not know your name or if you'll get this letter..
But Thank you

love Riki

© Rixsta


Nature
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Bathed in the sunlight and feeling the love
Called to the mountains, the highest peak
looking down at the flowing the river
Followed it for miles wherever I am taken I don't know
whatever tomorrow brings is a mystery

oh the joy and excitement of the unknown!

Clouds of expression I am in awe, the sight of you
your beauty so moving like a song I never tire of
showing me that all is moving and flowing
Constantly changing forever! still you do not get tired ?

© Rixsta

Creator
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As I sit here night becomes day and day turns to night
the seasons change and just like yesterday winter comes
in my solitude I dream of a not too distant time
where I go to a place I like . a miniature heaven
my dreams grab hold of me and ultimately become my let down
For I fail to see this place I wish to be is here with me.

This place here vibrant and full of colour and energy forever changing all around me
Am I blind to it ? why does the beauty escape me ?
as I dive deeper into the depths of my mind.
In search of an answer I am fooled by the joker that is this MIND.
Time and time again I am fooled and many a man will be fooled again.

As time goes by the need to love and be loved grows
what is this feeling inside ..That not even the most beautiful of words can describe?
a selfless feeling a feeling that I am ready to share and no longer need to hold onto anything that may satisfy my own selfish needs.

I am now here a Man born from the creator
Born to live my own existence
In this illusion of separateness ... Finally the ultimate truth I do see
that I am in fact one with the creator and all that is.
I glance into the great horizon and am filled with Peace
I then look at the stars and am filled with joy ... knowing I am the creator
Looking at the creator Born with eye's so that I may see myself!

© Rixsta

Found Peace
...

In a old dusty part of London lived a man with a warm heart, a musician who spent most of his life alone playing and recording music he craved for love of a woman but what he craved he was also afraid of ..

One day he decided to give up all his dreams and desires ..And completely give into life, he decided that if he could not make his dreams true that he would be of service to others! so everyone he met he gave love and never harmed a soul.
He left home to travel, He had nothing but his guitar and not much money but he met many people along the way and great musicians.

One day he left to live on some far away islands (Azores) there he met many people and he became a healer. Still he craved for the love of a good woman ..But he just kept on making the music and playing with a band that made many great songs! .. when he got old he lived his days on the island with the nature, anyone who would visit him he would welcome into his home ..And he would listen to them telling him the story's of their life. he knew inside that whatever dreams he had not made true he had lived a life well spent!.

He died in peace and when the angels greet him they were so happy at how much he gave to the world .. one of the angels shared all her love with him and Finaly he found peace.

© Rixsta 2007-10-11