Rixsta-Poems


Essance Of You
...

Today i Felt ..you an unknown presence
with you bringing the essence of flowers
while i was sat in this darkened room
a unknown smell did enter my senses.

Without any Resistance the grace moved Me
to open the curtains and let in the light!
Looking out i knew you ...were oh so far away
yet your presence i felt so close

you seemed such a delicate soul
just like the music that you had sent me
music that was now dancing with my ears
still i sensed that nothing would break you!

Your heart a treasure
Buried Deep where no man could see
but perhaps indeed i did have the key
and all i would have to do was ... be me

Now i knew of this sweet smell
with the sight of lush flowing grass all around
and the sunlight shining all in your hair
I did glow too and gently part it there

you i can't ignore but truly adore
Perhaps your an imagination in the mind of me
but now i bring myself close to you
your spirit here moving all around me

and i cannot help but Kiss

Father
...

Today we said goodbye
inside i knew my heart took me someplace else far away
but in this moment of leaving i saw deep into your soul
us knowing we might not see each other for a long time
but a glace into your eye's told me all is well
the smile on your face told me you care
and that is good enough

Not often in my life had you pulled me close
but this time we cuddled then said goodbye
of you i shall have only fond and good memories
and i know sometimes the things i do will remind me of you!!
and if those things are good then i shall not stop them.

i love you Father

Washed away
...

as i poured water over my head
tears i shed
so beautifull how i felt
my pain washing away
and as this last tear fell
i stod relieved, inspired
ready to face a new day




Letter to the universe
...

oh life in the many way's you touch me
like all the sounds one musician could ever play!
more colors than i can ever imagine!
am i really to understand your beauty ?
i know you listen as i speak to you... mother
i love you! and i will not fear
If to give love is the key
there is always reason to live!
and there will be no fear

ill allow my own pain, ill let it be
and ill allow every bit of goodness left in me shine!
why not!!!!

You are so forgiving so accepting
you flow along with such grace
Youv'e Shone your light on me countless times
and the times i fall, picked me back up with your beauty
your language being silence but sounds i hear! all around!

with this path i tread leading me to you
each moment teaching and reminding me of our oneness
the feelings i have felt in this life
some so amazing it seems like a miracle!

please when i die...

take my pain and feed it to the ones who can turn it into good
then take my love and give it to all that need it.

I do not know your name or if you'll get this letter..
but Thank you

love Riki



Nature
...

Bathed in the sunlight and feeling the love
Called to the mountains, the highest peak
looking down at the flowing the river
Followed it for miles wherever i am taken i don't know
whatever tommorow brings is a mystery

oh the joy and exitement of the unknown!

Clouds of expression i am in awe, the sight of you
your beauty so moving like a song i never tire of
showing me that all is moving and flowing
Constantly changing forever! still you do not get tired ?